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Loving you with all my heart is what I'll be doing for the rest of my life.
what about you?
Saturday, May 18, 2013 @ 17:48
泪了
好想让你听这首歌....
让你知道我的想法.
好想你...
LOVE; only one
Thursday, May 2, 2013 @ 14:55
only you will save the best for me.
now I know what you meant by you are the only one who love me.
now that you're gone, I have no way to contact you. I want you to live happily.
Promise me you will okay?
I miss you.
disappointment
Wednesday, February 20, 2013 @ 02:30
yes, i met up with you again just now. (19Feb)
how i wish it's the real us again. us dating like that. i told you to treat it as a date, i don't know if you did...
met, walk around, went to the arcade to play game and then dinner. shiok.
after we've met, we went over to Albert's park (if i'm not wrong) to see what's there to eat. so we decided on the pizza meal thingy cause it comes with beer. LOL! and then when we go over to see the choices of pizza, you straight away say "you confirm only want the last 2 one". i looked down, "ham and mushroom. double cheese". omg... 2 of my favourite toppings! you still remember what i like.....
i was really shocked when you agreed to play that dancing game with me. why weren't you like that when we were together? i was so super happy when i was playing that with you. then after that we switch to play the picture difference game. that one was the same one as we played when we were still together. TMD, it brings back memories. although it's not the same arcade, but the game, the memories... could you forget all that? come on la, it's the same fucking game lor.
dinner was normal, we chatted quite a lot bah? totally sad when you tell me about you and your ex girlf. seems like you give her more than what you gave me..... that sex 5 times on the same day thing really........ hais...
and then we cab home. you offer to send me home first. so, i fell asleep on the cab and you were taking care of me. how wonderful would it be if i'm still yours....
Mf
Wednesday, February 6, 2013 @ 11:51
never thought that you will do this. you want me to give mingyang a chance? didn't you realize how much I need you? but I've already promise you. and I will do it. your baby princess.
"Bi I know this few days we have been quarreling much and I know is because of me... I have been very insecure lately. Instead of trusting you. I wanted you to change. Maybe because I am really scared of losing you that's why I wanted to push everyone away from you. Thinking that the less people you get to know, the percentage of me losing you is lower... I'm sorry for that... I guess we do change over time, as time passes I admit sometimes I took you for granted, I know sometimes things can be resolve if I just say sorry but I am just too proud to do so, I may not be the perfect guy but I have a undying love for you. Thank you for staying with me all this months despite of my cons. You might be thinking why am I telling all this now, I was thinking if not now then when? I'm just afraid that I won't get a chance to say this anymore. So just bear with me ok? I still remember the first time I saw you, my mind when blank and just knowingly know that you are the one. And after 7 months I did not once regretted it, even though 7 months was like a blink of an eye. I still do remember the earlier days... And I'm really glad it happen, no matter who you decide I must thank you for imprinting the memories in my brain. After all, I always wanted you to be happy... So smile alright!? Because it really hurts and I hated myself for making this decision, but I know I want you to be happy and have a future that you would not regret. You deserve to be happy... You deserve more. I love you bi, always do and will. I will be waiting for you with my arms wide open for you to fall into just in case you need a hug some days... I miss you."
after crying so much, my face is so damn shag.
Cry
Tuesday, February 5, 2013 @ 22:20
"why did I cry?" you asked. why? cause I miss you. I MISS YOU!
finally, I get to see you. are you telling me things indirectly, or am I the one over thinking? do you still love me? I doubt so. you said that if I'm still single, you would have propose to me. is it the truth from the bottom of your heart?
Thai <3
Sunday, February 3, 2013 @ 19:10
omg omg omg!!! I think to seriously calm down!!!!!!! okay, I'm currently working at Thomson plaza right? so there's this guy that I saw on my first day of work. well, of course he's handsome that's why I looked at him. but that doesn't matter. he just came to my stall just now! and he told me that he wanted to know me more. LOLOLOL!! omg!!! he's my dream! cause he a Thai Chinese!!! urgh!!! he wants to know me more ya, but he also said that he wants to be with me. lol!! he was telling me that he's a fashion designer and that he's going back to Chiangmai on 13feb. then carry on by telling me that his family are all Chinese so I gonna love them or they gonna love me, whatever, I didn't hear properly. LOL!! so direct la!! I damn shy sia! then he ask whether can meet me more before he go back or not. omg!!! somemore he got tattoo. and he's looks is like Thai version de 花样男子!! *heart melt* aww~ why I attached now?! HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!
Your eyes
@ 16:13
你还记得我有blog的吗? 你还有来看我的blog的吗? 昨天我在看手机里的照片, 看到我最爱的一张, 我们的合照. 看到了直接流泪. 妈的... 我几时变得那么会想你的? 好辛苦, 好痛苦....
mind
Saturday, February 2, 2013 @ 15:43
真的好想你. 你也一样吗? 最近, 我们在一起的画面一直出现在我的脑海里. 想到我的头好痛. 一直想要流泪.... 我想你, 真的好想你...
pathetic
Thursday, January 17, 2013 @ 02:38
Just hope that there's someone who can remember every fucking single thing about me.
why do I have to cry about it? so what if no one remembers? people don't give shit about me. who am I? I don't deserve to be treated correctly.
there are always pros and cons to things.
I should give up on trying.
祝你生日快乐
Wednesday, January 16, 2013 @ 01:56
你的生日快要到了。我不知道该如何是好。
好想送一份礼物给你可是.... 这么送呢？ 想写个卡片给你... 又要这么给呢？ 如果你有看到这些的话，给我一点暗示和勇气，好吗？
memorable
Wednesday, November 28, 2012 @ 19:24
26th of every month.
I cried that night, 26november2012, for no reason. I don't know why but.... when I lie down, all that came into my mind was you and our memories. Why did i made such silly mistakes? I kept questioning myself. But in the end, I still have to force myself to let you go, to let you find your happiness, to let you be loved better. All the things I've done to you before must have hurt you really really bad, but you are still willing to forgive. Whenever I think of this, it really makes me slap myself to have done such things to you. I hope that you will be happy now, with that pretty girl. At least, she suits you better.
I really want to meet you soon.
Went for driving lessons today!! Finally, I'm at the last stage already. Gonna book for TP after the next lesson!!! like fast for me. LOL!! Instructor made me stop outside your house area this afternoon before he drives back to the office. Stopped there for quite sometime to correct my mistakes. But it's too long, too long for me to stare at the bus stop and the entrance of your house area. Cried again, but I didn't let my tears flow down. That area.... our quarrels, our sweetness, our love... us walking home together...
Yesterday too. My instructor asked me to stop at the petrol station area. Stupid enough, I kept looking at your house area, remembering everything that happened there before.
How can I ever forget us............
Gonna miss it all
Thursday, November 1, 2012 @ 21:25
Sean's and Chloe's wedding will be approaching. and i will be missing it, with you....
what am I suppose to do?
I'm bad, I shouldn't think about it anymore.
I have my own reasons. I should leave quietly.
you..
Tuesday, October 23, 2012 @ 15:49
there's a lot of things I wanted to tell you, but I don't know how to say it out. I would like to explain, but I guess it's pointless.
sorry.
don't worry
@ 00:48
wow... blog. it's such an old thing to me already. never knew that I would touch it again. (:
confused right now. just tweeted that I'm never happy and I don't know why. maybe I was cursed. hahahas!!
no matter how hard I try, I'm always feeling the way I do. I laugh, do crazy things, shout, smile, but are all this real? sometimes it really makes me wonder. how great it will be if I'm a kid again. who doesn't want to be a kid, right?!
wish that I can really truly find myself! <3
First completed module
Tuesday, July 31, 2012 @ 16:32
PRESENTATION!!
Girls power! It's our last presentation for Comm Skills in Year3. Finally completed one module. Phew...
But other modules are giving me a big headache now. Feel like quitting school straight, don't have any mood to study!! Hopefully everything goes well and I can finish this study module ASAP!
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